Showing posts with label authentic faith. Show all posts
Showing posts with label authentic faith. Show all posts

From Polished to Persecuted - Our new direction

Posted by Hayley Esther on Sunday, December 01, 2024

 Having reviewed my stats I can see that most of you following this blog are not OG.

So when I refer back to posts I've done, its your first time reading them.

This is freeing because it means I can move on from the last era of blogging and bring you fresh new content that is designed for the audience I now have. 

This blog aims to serve, we have had several topic shifts in the past and im happy to shift again.

What I need to know is what do you want? 

I'm looking at my audience and I have some idea of what you need but to do this im going to have to shift again.

See, most of you live in eastern countries and I am a westerner. I can and have written content for the east but im very aware that you need different things then we do in the west. 

In order to serve the audience I now have, I think we need to take things back to where Daisy Change originally started , mental health and faith, Christian faith. 

Not the shiny packaged faith of contempery christianity, but the grittier real soulwrenching faith that is going to get you through what you are facing.

I know that most of you reading this are in a situation where you don't have the luxury of being out and proud about your faith in Jesus. You are facing some very real dangers.

I want to be sensitive to that audience, so from now on we build you up so you can face the day. 

To the persecuted church reading this, thank you for trusting me. I will work hard to ensure the posts going forward are sensitive to your needs. 

To any westerners reading this, the content will still be for you, but with that sensitive slant on it for our persecuted brothers and sisters in eastern countries.

We're going back to authentic faith.

Let's go!



An Alternative Gospel Message To The Illuminati (Brotherhood of the snake)

Posted by Hayley Esther on Friday, January 19, 2024
 I'm assuming that you are brotherhood reading this right now. So I don't need to give you a basic Christian gospel you know it and Lucifer has you fighting against it and if he doesn't you're not high level enough to know about the secrets of the serpent. 

So here's a alternative version of a gospel message for brotherhood, sisterhood and illuminati members.

Ready to be refreshed?  

The kingdom of heaven never came here. They killed the king. So God changes tactics , you stop hearing about the kingdom of heaven after Jesus. 

The gospel of grace becomes the narrative, grace is amazing but it allows for flaws, understanding that is not possible to live only under the kingdom of god. We are citizans of two kingdoms, we live in the world but we are of the kingdom of heaven. Example, taxes. 

God has to have grace because his religion is holy agency. He is so pro free will but also expects us to be made holy through Christ and to try to live up to holy standards

 Grace and holiness are a dance , the ideal mix of the Christ centered life is to lead a holy life knowing God's grace covers us when we fail. 

We recently entered an era where the Grace of God is abused and holiness demonized. Those that try to live holy are told they are not tolerant and the only thing the tolerant won't tolerate is a lack of tolerance of their ungodly ideals.  

At the helm of it all is Freemasonry. Yeah I said it. Oaths or no oaths something's need to be said and others concealed. 

I truly believe Freemasonry has taught all it can and gone as far as it can go. There are truths and lessons in freemasonry that are excellent, can't fault the fact that for hundreds of years it has worked well. 

The problem is when Lucifer is introduced into the mix, you get a less than perfect build. Twisted truths with half lies lead to a path that ends in destruction and death. 

Don't lie to yourself, you're brotherhood you have therefore seen this happen.

The truth is however, humanity doesn't need Lucifer anymore. We can build and achieve far greater light and heights without him.

We can not do without the great architect , in my honest opinion that is God most high. It therefore makes sense to consider the build He has in mind. 

God has things for each of us to build. There's the corporate build of His kingdom advancing here on earth, but there's also the build of the individual person and then the projects they are called to. 

This is the core belief of holy masonry and what my blog is all about. The art of change, transformation and building with God.

We can do this by taking the foundation of the bible and adding case studies of those who built before us. We glean from their lives and the word of God and we build ourselves, our projects and His kingdom here on earth. 

Why? 

Because what God has to offer us is way better than Lucifer's plan ... Lucifer won't keep his word to us but God will. 

You want to know Lucifer's true intention for humanity? ( including the superior) 

Simply put depopulation. 

He comes to kill, steal and destroy but in particular, he plans to kill humanity and rule over demons and angels, he has no intention of sparing even the most loyal of us. He hates human flesh with a passion.

Why? Because we are image bearers of God the great architect, and His airs through Christ Jesus to rule this world. 

You're brotherhood you likely don't care about the scripture references you just want the truth. 

When I was searching for the truth myself I wished someone would write a message like this, so I'm doing this for the truthers out there. 

Those of you hard core enough to have crossed the lines from student of the brotherhood to member, only to find the elites keep all the real secrets for themselves! 

Maybe you are the right bloodline for information but even then , the higher ups keep the secrets to themselves.

Truthfully here's the dirty little secret, those elites don't know everything either. They took the left hand path but to have the full picture you must braid left with right. 

I did just that so I'm saving you the trouble. 

All masons are required to believe in a higher power. I call that higher power God and Lucifer is impersonating him.

So there are two kingdoms. The kingdom of light and the kingdom of darkness. 

The kingdom of darkness at the very top is surrounded by a circle of black light. This is called dark enlightenment.

The kingdom of light is encircled by a light of the glory of God most high. 

We don't get to opt out. We all have to choose our side. 

Every human serves a master and if your master is yourself, Lucifer takes that as worship of himself. Hell awaits you. 

'Insert basic biblical narrative of the gospel here'.

 Again, I'm not doing that because I know my audience is thinking on a different level.  

This is a lot to get ones head around so I'm going to leave it there. 

We will talk more about this in a part two. 

Stay savvy,

Hayley Esther

xXx




The Art Of Righteous Risk

Posted by Hayley Esther on Tuesday, October 10, 2023

 The Art Of Righteous Risk by Hayley Esther 

I temperately retreated to the secret place.

To make sure that for the task ahead I have the grace. 

Now that I am sure that I am destined to fight in this war.

I won't let the enemy make me shrink back.

First move, my knees hit the floor.

It's time to pray.

Got to make sure that I am doing this God's way.

He made me a light,

It is true I am born to fight, but the battle is already won,

By the finished work of Jesus Christ, the risen son.

Nothing will stop me now, it's time to take ground. 

Armor must be put on properly, and doctrine must be sound. 

The enemy will not fight fair and we must keep that in mind. 

The dark kingdom will attack.

So as we advance forward, let us make sure that God's angels have got our back.

We have to be savvy, with eyes on Christ, with eyes on the target.

Face forward, no fear, remember the reason we are standing here. 

This isn't a game.

If we do this the Fathers' way, we will not be put to shame. 

Copyright Hayley Esther 2020


The Art Of Personal Conviction : Embracing The Power Of Faith

Posted by Hayley Esther on Tuesday, October 10, 2023



In a world filled with diverse ideologies and beliefs, personal conviction serves as a guiding force that shapes our character, choices, and purpose.
As a Christian, I have discovered the remarkable influence of personal conviction in deepening my faith and transforming my life. In this blog post, I invite you to explore the concept of personal conviction from a Christian perspective and discover the transformative power it holds.

What is Personal Conviction?


Personal conviction can be described as a deeply held belief that guides our thoughts, actions, and decisions. It arises from the core of our being, shaped by our values, experiences, and the principles we hold dear. In the context of Christianity, personal conviction is an unwavering commitment to live out God's truth, aligning our lives with His teachings and commandments.

The Source of Conviction: God's Word


As Christians, our personal convictions are rooted in the unchanging and timeless Word of God, the Bible. It serves as our ultimate source of truth, wisdom, and guidance, revealing God's character and His plan for humanity. Through the Scriptures, we gain insights into moral standards, purpose, and the values that shape our convictions. It is through the study and application of God's Word that our personal convictions are refined and strengthened.


The Role of the Holy Spirit


In addition to the Bible, the Holy Spirit plays a vital role in shaping our personal convictions. When we accept Jesus Christ as our Savior and invite the Holy Spirit into our lives, we are granted a divine counselor and guide. The Holy Spirit illuminates God's Word, provides discernment, and empowers us to live out our convictions. Through prayer, meditation, and cultivating a relationship with the Holy Spirit, our convictions become further anchored and fortified.


Living Out Our Convictions


Personal conviction should never be mere words or abstract beliefs; it demands action. As Christians, our faith compels us to live out our convictions with integrity and authenticity. It calls us to be salt and light in the world, demonstrating God's love, mercy, and justice in our interactions and endeavors. Our personal convictions should shape our relationships, work ethics, and societal contributions, reflecting the transformative power of Christ within us.

Challenges and Resilience


As we seek to live out our personal convictions, we may encounter challenges and opposition. The world may question or ridicule our beliefs, and we may face difficulty remaining steadfast in the face of adversity. However, personal conviction nurtures resilience, allowing us to stand firm in our faith. It fuels us to persevere, even when the path gets tough, knowing that our convictions are grounded in God's unchanging truth and love.

The Transformative Power of Conviction


When personal convictions are formed and lived out in alignment with God's Word, they can be transformative, not only in our own lives but in the lives of those around us as well. Our unwavering commitment to truth and righteousness can inspire and challenge others to seek a deeper relationship with God. Our actions and choices rooted in conviction become a testimony of God's power at work within us, leading to change and transformation in the lives of others.

Conclusion


Personal conviction holds profound significance for Christians, shaping our character, choices, and purpose. Grounded in God's Word and empowered by the Holy Spirit, personal conviction compels us to live out our faith authentically and impactfully. 

It empowers us to navigate challenges with resilience and embrace the transformative power of God's truth. As we embody our convictions, we become vessels of God's love, mercy, and grace, touching the lives of those around us and reflecting the beauty of a life devoted to Christ.

Embrace your personal conviction, and let it be a guiding force that propels you to live a life pleasing to God and impactful to others.



The Art Of Private Faith ( How To Be A Crystal Ops Christian)

Posted by Hayley Esther on Tuesday, September 12, 2023




Last post we talked about  leaving secret societies but we also highlighted how dangerous that is, so this post we're gonna talk about how to be private about your faith. 

Now before we start, I'm all for evangelism. You could even say this blog contains evangelistic content. but I also know that many of my readers don't have the privilege of being out and proud about their faith in a very public way. 

Hello persecuted church!

Firstly know we are praying for you, you are so inspiring to hold on to Jesus in circumstances that would cause most to waiver. 

Secondly, please don't feel guilt or shame over having to keep your mouth shut about your faith. We get it here. 

Maybe you are struggling with the whole concept of keeping your faith private, today I hope this post can ease some of the pain.

What Is a Crystal Ops Christian?

A crystal ops Christiaan is a person ascribing to the Christiaan faith but for whatever reason they do so in stealth. 

Usually this is down to two main reasons, either they have to in order to stay safe or fear has them trapped in silence. 

The first reason is the one we are condoning and giving our two cents on today.

Now, the fact is there is a lot of shame associated with this path of faith, it is common that well meaning Christians' try to force people to share their faith, sometimes though its just not wise.

We must always follow the leading of the Holy Spirit, sometimes He will lead us to speak up, be bold and possibly even die for our faith, other times He draws us to be silent.

We have been talking very openly about secret societies over the past few posts, so it's not going to come as a surprise that I have had seasons of silence myself.. 

 Members of the brotherhood may remember this 

'giving up my voice is my choice, its better than having it stolen' - Hayley Esther 

I clearly picked my voice back up in order to write this series, but the above statement is proof I have lived the silent seasons. 

It is incredibly lonely and painful to live with a gag on your mouth, to have the desire to speak up but because of safety reasons, and for the sake of wisdom you must remain silent. 

Sometimes, especially in the case of the underground church, your brothers and sisters in Christ are trusting you to stay stealth or you all  may be killed.

Sometimes there is wisdom in silence, that is the take away from today's post. 

So we have explored the why someone might choose to keep silent, now let's talk about how to do this and still keep a maintained strong faith.

5 Tips For Crystal Ops Christians To Practice Private Faith

1 Don't own the guilt! 
We touched on in briefly, but well meaning Christians' especially in the west will want you to stand up and be bold about your faith, possibly even die for it. Only do that if the Holy Spirit leads you to do so, never lean on the arm of flesh and deffinetly don't let Satan make you feel guilty about your situation, I promise you the God who made you  understands.

2. Keep Christ central to your world and you can't go far wrong.
Keep praying, keep reading what ever you can get of the word of God and keep taking your troubles to Jesus. You can do all of this in secret. 

Pro tip, if you live in a household where keeping your faith a secret is necessary, use the bathroom as your prayer closet. 

3. Develop a code with your loved ones. 
It's not always safe to talk about faith, so develop a code with your loved ones to help you talk about faith without getting caught. Trust me, it can be so freeing to talk about your faith this way. 

4. Learn self defence 
This will depend on the Holy Spirits leading, but sometimes having basic self defence training can save your life. It may not be your time to go home to heaven, and with self defence you're less likely to end up in trouble. 

5. Do what God tells you to do.
If He tells you to run for your own safety, then run! 
If He tells you to stay where you are and He will look after you there then believe Him. He won't steer you wrong.

I think that about covers it, the only other thing that I have to say is remember whatever happens to us its all about bringing God glory.












A Way out of Dark Enlightenment (Yes I know we're not suppose to talk about it but it's time someone did)

Posted by Hayley Esther on Wednesday, September 06, 2023


Ok, now we have the promised luciferinism posts out of the way Its time to tell my own story.
  I have had brushes with luciferinism, and in particular Christo luciferinism , but never considered myself anything other than a Christian universalist. (Check out my post on Christian universalism here) 

What I personally have gotten caught up in , in the past is new age /  progressive Christianity. So then, the next few posts will explain all this and how it relates to a certain secret society , and how I got free through the redemptive work of Jesus . 

Just so you know, as a side note being born to certain bloodlines does not mean you're condemned for eternity, anyone can turn to Jesus from any walk or bloodline. Yes including satanists. ( I'll get to addressing you soon ) 

Anyway I guess we should start by saying that I am a student of the occult and I don't think it conflicts with my faith in Jesus at all. 

I believe in knowing my enemy and I like to be able to answer questions I get.  (I would advise only mature believers, as in firm in your faith believers to take this road and only if holy spirit leads you to know your enemy the same way as I have been led, I know knowing this stuff is important for my calling but its not for everyone) 

I have read everything from "morals and dogma" by Albert pike, "the satanic scripture" , "the book of the law ", the works of Alice bailey and Helena Blavasky and the secret works of king Solomon to name but a few. 

This knowledge has armed me to see through the modern agenda the mainstream governments and world bodies are pushing. I also find it increasingly interesting to see how accurate the holy scriptures has been and is when it comes to the bible prophesies.

I believe the rapture is real, not long now folks, Jesus is coming back soon. Signs are every where if you know your bible. 

Anyway we are deep into this post,  and I have yet to address dark enlightment , let's fix that . 

Dark enlightment is for those that have reached the top of the pyramid only to find the light is pitch darkness. At first it's disappointing , then it's frustrating , then comes the shadow work, and here is where we find those terms and things we really aren't suppose to talk about lest being labeled mentally unstable. 

I have no problem with being considered crazy because I know I'm not alone in my experiences and I feel alone because no one ever talks about this stuff so I'm going to so that other people going through this won't feel so alone . 

Before I start , I'm gonna keep names of people anonymous so I have changed the names used to protect the people. Also I should mention, I'm on medication to help keep me stable. Maybe these experiences can be put down to a psychotic episode , or maybe they are of a more spiritual nature either way , I'm talking about this so that people won't feel so alone. 

According to Google these terms are searched thousands of times each month , but little is known on them or worse, these dangerous practices are encouraged. 

I Know I'm covered by the blood of Jesus , still I have to tread lightly here because we are now dealing with very dark practices. 

For that reason I'm only going to address six dark enlightenment practices. All are things I strongly advice staying away from unless like me , you get taken hostage by one of these things in your own body. If that's happened to you, then I'm gonna talk you through how to break free. 

1 Satanic Souls 

This is is when other people's human spirits attach themselves to you're body. You're dealing with high level occult partitioners and if this happens it is  usually accompanied by telepathy with the person connecting to you. This is high level satanism , the target of the human spirit is usually someone the person wants some sort of close relationship with. How it happens is quickly but the exact details I'm going to keep quite on .It feels like a lock on your heart and it's a almost itchy soul scratch heavy, black and unrepentant. Your soul feels vexed. 

Most people are incapable of cleansing a satanic soul but Jesus can so if this happens to you, cry out to him for help. 

It can be a shock if this happens as the person is revealing they are dark enlightened and therefore a satanist and true satanists hide in plain sight. 


2 Soul Mergers


If the victim of a human spirit is welcoming of the other person's soul , a soul merger may happen. 
That's where the two would become one in  in the bodies of the two people but unfortunately, this is a deception, you're actually merging with a demon, not smart. 
 

3 Soul Contracts 

These can allegedly occur before you're born but that's not what I'm talking about here. I'm talking about something less then one percent of you will get but this is how serious I am about changing , I'm talking about the soul contract that occurs when you take a certain mark that I like to call the thorn in the flesh. As I say I know for a fact that at least one person I'm sending this article to will know what I'm talking about . 

Guys it's a mistake , for starts Satan can't make good on anything he promises , even if in the short term it looks like he can. His goal is still to destroy you so that kind of soul contract is a mistake and as for the soul contract with the vril, not worth it but fortunately also breakable by the blood of Jesus . 

4 Twin Flames 


Ugh.
Transformers twin fake. 
Anyway, twin flames are a deception that even Christians can fall into. It's the idea that we have soul twins that we are meant to be with, and we get a second chance if you don't end up with that partner in this life, you will in the next life so don't worry about it. Load of rubbish. What you're actually connecting to is a soul tie with the person in question and this is dangerous because it can lead to spirit spouses. 

5 Spirit Spouses 


Spirit spouses are demons that sleep with their victim at night , among other things. I'm not going to go into much detail on this one because there actually is a fair bit of information out there. Just know that this is a bad idea to let it stand , it can cause nightmares. 

6 Telepathic Alliances 


Here's where I get to sound really crazy but I've experienced this in several ways. 
Firstly it sounded like a tape playing in my head, instructing me to do this and that . 

Then when that was removed it sounded clear as day like people I recognize talking in my head and this did include spirits . I would sometimes see angels / demons and hear them telepathically. 

This is the first people who know me reading this are learning I'm telepathic, so I will say this , yes I heard you plot "that" satanic ritual but what can I expected from the brotherhood?  

 I forgive you. 

Telepathic Alliance happens between two individuals that have both taken that mark we talked about earlier. It's not worth your soul and believe it not repentance is still possible. 

Again I remind you that all of this dark enlightment practice though well documented, could in my case have been down to mental concerns but if it is indeed of a spiritual nature, now you know you're not alone and it is possible to break free. 

Message me if you do experience these things , I'm happy to discuss further and help you get free . 
That's it for today 
Stay savvy sweetie love Hayley xxx 







## Unveiling Christo Luciferinism: A Path of Self-Exploration and Enlightenment

Posted by Hayley Esther on Friday, September 01, 2023
While Christo Luciferinism places a strong emphasis on self-empowerment and personal growth, it also promotes a set of seemingly ethical principles to guide followers on their path. 

These principles are centered around compassion, empathy, and respect for others, emphasizing the importance of treating fellow beings and the environment with kindness and care. Which sounds good, until you look a little deeper under the hood. 

It is true that Christo Luciferinism does not condone harm or manipulation for personal gain but encourages practitioners to consider the consequences of their actions on themselves and the world at large. It advocates for the freedom of choice and expression, as long as these do not infringe upon the rights and well-being of others.  

However, this is just the surface layer. When it comes down to it, Christo Luciferinism has little to do with Christ, and much more to do with self exploration and worship of self, which is at the core at odds with biblical Christianity. 

Christo Luciferinism represents a spiritual path that combines very few elements of Christianity and alot of Luciferianism, with a focus on personal exploration, self-empowerment, and the pursuit of knowledge. By embracing self-awareness, individuality, and a thirst for wisdom, Christo Luciferinists strive for personal growth, enlightenment, and a harmonious coexistence with others. 

While this belief system may not resonate with everyone, it offers an alternative approach to spirituality that promotes self-discovery, intellectual curiosity, and an seemingly empowered sense of self.  

By embracing Christo Luciferinism or simply seeking to understand it, individuals are told they can expand their horizons and appreciate the myriad of paths people undertake in their quest for spiritual fulfillment. 

The reality is that this is a trap, and one that we are going to explore further since I apparently have so many luciferins reading my work.

 You are ofcourse, very welcome here, but I need to make it clear where we are headed here, and what I  personally stand for. 

We are going to go deep.

I have a lovely guest coming to tell her  story of how she got out of luciferinsim, and I, myself have had my fair share of brushes with dark enlightenment. 

I am planning to share what that looks like and the practical steps I took to get free.

Then ofcourse, we will see what the bible has to say on all of this. 

By the time I'm finished with this mini series that I have to do because again, so many of you ascribe to this belief system, I will have made it clear what authentic faith looks like in the face of all this. 
 
For now though, I must love you and leave you.

Sort It Out September - Authentic Faith: Why I am a Christian Universalist.

Posted by Hayley Esther on Thursday, September 08, 2022

 For lack of a better way of putting it, coming out as any denomination other than Christian progressive's, is met with ridicule on all sides these days. 

I attend a denominational Church, but I am in fact a Christian Universalist. I'm about to explain it. 

It used to be we could say what form of Christianity we follow and people were pretty respectful. 

Oh how the world has changed. 

Respect is long gone in so many different arenas across the world. 

Change is my specialty, but even I have to painfully sigh at some of the changes the world has gone through. 

Conventional wisdom would have me add images and links through out this post, but since when have I ever done anything the conventional way. 

Yet my life is on track to where I want it to go. Going against the grain can sometimes be the best  thing we can do, and I'm all for unique and authentic individuals expressing that, but at the core of my being, I still believe the message Jesus Christ gave, the gospel of the kingdom is about love and true light. 

I have to word it that way because I'm very aware of the nature of my audience, I know I have a lot of ex Satanists, witches, masons, secret society members reading this. 

To them I would say Christian universalism would be a fantastic fit for those of you looking to Christ, but not sure which group of people you belong with. 

I would be very cautious with progressive's Christians, if you wanna know where the wolves went, that would be their prime target. Progressive Christians are easy targets, they already align with so much of the worlds way of doing things but we are called to be different and to guard the truth carefully. 

In my honest opinion, progressive Christianity is dangerous, especially if you are hurting  or gullible, but pretty much any other group that aligns with the Christian faith can be a good fit for new believers.

I know, I know, not why you're here. 

I'll get to the point. 

Why I am a Christian Universalist

Ok to start, what Christian Universalism means to me is the idea that anyone from any walk of life can come to Jesus, there is no one path to the son, but there is only one path to the Father through the Son. 

I believe literally anyone can repent and choose to live a Christian life, and yes this includes cult members, Satanists, Witches, Masons and Secret Society members. 

Time is short now, really short. 

Jesus would include these people in the building of His church, and there are plenty of testimonies of people from all walks of life finding Christ. 

I believe that all tribes, tongues and nations should work together to build and protect the kingdom of God. 

We are all called to play a role in the body of Christ, and no one role is greater than another. It's all about building to prepare ourselves to meet our king, but also to protect and help the world we are entrusted to take care of while we live here.

We are warned not to get caught up in doctrinal disputes and disagreements in the faith, in the bible. I'm gonna be honest, I can quote scriptural and verse but I am trying to be sensitive here, if I want my work to be translated in certain nations I have no choice but to reword the word. 

I know for a fact that I have non- English speaking readers, so I try to take that into account when I am writing. 

There are plenty of blogs for English speaking people, but my blog is translatable on purpose because I have an international audience.

Every single reader is precious to me, and in a similar way every Christian, every person in the world is precious to God, that really is what it boils down to be a Christian universalist.

I may not agree with everyone's life choices but I am respectful and truly believe anyone can come to Christ.  

That it is our job to take care of one another the way that Christ instructed His Church.

If we can bring the respect back across the world, it would be a better place and I for one believe the church should be leading the way.

That's it for now. 




Authentic Faith - Shocktober It is then.. (Quick Update)

Posted by Hayley Esther on Friday, September 03, 2021

Hey guys,

I've given this a lot of thought and I know I said in my last post I would likely be back here regularly in September, but to be completely honest I've been working on a top secret month long project and I feel like my focus really should be on that project. 

I've never been a huge fan of Halloween, in fact as a teenager I would actively dress in "normal clothes" on Halloween because that was my protest.  (I was a goth the rest of the year)

With that said, October is a very special month for me and this one more so than most because ten years ago in October I made a life altering decision that I think I'm ready to break my silence on..




For a lack of a better way of putting it, it's time to come out of the broom closet. (It's not what it sounds like you will see)

You see I'm pretty set on the direction of this blog, and indeed the direction of all my projects connected to it. 

The one thing I have to do before I can pull the trigger and go all in with the divine plan that I believe God has given me for this blog, I have to lay the ground work. 

I'm basically done with the pastel thing, this is going to be big change, but honestly I always knew that it could be a possibility I may want to  rebrand over time. 

I guess we are there now. 

Anyway that's about it for now.

Catch you next time! 

xXx 


Authentic Faith - Giving Glory To God.

Posted by Hayley Esther on Tuesday, July 06, 2021

 Potent Poetry

This post has been a long time coming, only I didn't know it.

I'm a woman of faith, its time to show it.

Sure I could do more actions to back words I have preached my whole life,

But the truth is, following Jesus shouldn't cut like a knife.

I know this is highly odd and out of the blue,

but old actions don't make the world new. 

A journey that has literally been thorns and stones. 

Still at long last, in my heart I am coming home.

I choose you Jesus, no words needed you already paid the price. 

Even if it costs me my life, right is right. 

I need to be rescued from this dark light.

This black, red and white pony show must end tonight.

I give you all the glory, and all of the praise.

I choose to live for you, for all of my days.

So then enough dagger and cloak.

Fear shut up, this is no time to croak..

Sometimes faith requires reason take the back seat. 

See I'm extremely calculated, but still I choose to live on my knees.

All for the sake of my king, Father have your way please.

You hold the pen that scripted my life, and how beautiful is this love story.

So to you dear Jesus, I give all the glory. 

- Hayley Esther 2021 

I could give this much more explanation then I'm going to, but simply put, I need to be clear about priorities before getting back to working on this blog the way I want to. 

Let's just say the pandemic has left its mark on me and I'm not exactly sure its clear where my allegiance lies. 

With that in mind, this is my very public declaration that I do now, and forever will belong to God most high. 

Life has taken some strange turns these past few years, but at the core of my heart, I'm still a believer.

I'm so not feeling like myself right now, and honestly this blog is so far from ready for publishing, but I feel like its well over due for me to put my stake in the ground. There are so many reasons why I should wait until this blog is where I want it to be, but sometimes it is necessary to take a stand for where you stand. 

That's literally all this is, I definitely have much better content planned in time but right now I've said what I came to say. 

From here on on,  Jesus have your way