How To Do It All (and still be relatively sane)

Posted by Hayley Esther on Sunday, November 03, 2024


Self Love For Bloggers



There is a delicate balance as a blogger, between reading or watching things because it's research for our own blog, and watching and reading things just because we enjoy it.


 I am convinced true life balance is a complete illusion.



I have believed perfect work/life balance was a myth for many years work-life/balance requires perfection, this is an unrealistic goal to be chasing. 

None of us is perfect so why chase perfection?


With that in mind, the title of this post claims the content you are reading contains advice on how to juggle life as a blogger. 

It does. 


Trust me I am getting to that, but before I give you my tips for managing blogging and life, I first needed to set the scene just so I can give you what I think is the number one most valuable self-loving thing you can do for yourself as a blogger, and indeed a person.


Don't put so much pressure on yourself,
 take some time every day just for you. 


You can't make your blog as awesome as you want to if you don't have the energy to take care of you. 


Only then will you be on top of your game to take care of your blog or whatever else you need to do.


1. Remember the three C's

  1. Consistency 
  2. Connections
  3. Cut it down!
The 3 Cs of Sane Living



Consistently putting our goals into little tasks will make life a lot less stressful and increase productivity but we were designed for a relationship so there will come a point where we can no longer do things on our own.

How does this apply to bloggers?

We can consistently create all the content we want to, but if we don't network we won't likely have any readers!


1. Building relationships is a beautiful necessity.



If your blog is your business, then I can understand why you feel like you want to do everything yourself I get it, trust me I do. 

It is your blog and you want to make it what you want it to be. That is more than fair enough, but if you reach out to other with different skills, and focus on your own strengths you will make some new friends, create a more professional feel on your blog and be less stressed because you have delegated those things you're not so good at to other people.

2. Mix it up!

Set some time to research how a bunch of different people handle juggling blogging and life, then cherry-pick the tips you like, find what works for you and create your own unique schedule that is perfect for you.

3. Preparation is everything

The one thing that everyone needs to do in order to have a schedule that will be productive is planning ahead. There are many ways to do this. 

Some people schedule their blog posts, others have life management files, others still use calendars, agendas or dairies and then there are those people like me that do all of the above. 

Whatever you decide to use to manage your life, make sure you do plan ahead. 

Knowing you already handled certain things frees up time to do other things and is an excellent stress killer!

4. See yourself as a whole person and plan accordingly.

If you see yourself as just flesh and bones and forget about taking care of yourself emotionally and psychologically then your body will suffer for this.

Make sure before you take on new tasks that you are mentally, emotionally and physically up to the challenge at hand. If not then don't be afraid to say no. 

We've come full circle, it really is super important to take care of you before you worry about all the demands of life.





5. Keep it simple.

You knew this one was coming, this entire blog is about simplicity after all!

 The key thing you need to remember when creating a plan to manage your life is how your plan is serving you. A good management plan should be simple, help you be productive and on task to complete your goals and NOT a burden! 


There is a big difference between being stretched or challenged and feeling overwhelmed or burdened, but that's a whole other post.


Anyway, I need to follow my own advice and look after myself and go eat something so I will leave it there.




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Transforming Your Wardrobe for Joy: A Journey to a Happier You

Posted by Hayley Esther on Monday, May 27, 2024

 Transforming Your Wardrobe for Joy: A Journey to a Happier You


Clothing is more than just fabric that covers our bodies; it’s a powerful tool for self-expression, confidence, and joy. The clothes we wear can significantly impact our mood and how we interact with the world. If you find yourself standing in front of a closet full of clothes yet feeling like you have nothing to wear, it might be time to revamp your wardrobe with joy in mind. Here’s how you can transform your wardrobe to bring more happiness into your life.


 1. Declutter with Purpose


The first step to a joyful wardrobe is decluttering. Go through each item in your closet and ask yourself whether it brings you joy. This concept, popularized by Marie Kondo's KonMari method, encourages you to keep only those pieces that spark joy. Letting go of clothes that no longer serve you or make you happy can be liberating. Donate or sell items that don’t fit, are out of style, or simply don’t make you feel good.


 2. Identify Your Style and Needs


Take some time to reflect on your personal style and the needs of your lifestyle. Are you drawn to vibrant colors and bold patterns, or do you prefer neutral tones and classic cuts? Your wardrobe should reflect your personality and make you feel authentic. Additionally, consider your daily activities and ensure your clothes are practical and versatile. A balanced wardrobe should cater to your professional, casual, and special occasion needs.


 3. Invest in Quality, Not Quantity


Quality over quantity is a mantra for a joyful wardrobe. Instead of buying multiple pieces of fast fashion, invest in high-quality, timeless pieces that will last. Well-made clothes not only look better but also feel better to wear. When you invest in quality, you’re more likely to cherish and take care of your clothes, leading to a more sustainable and joyful wardrobe.


 4. Incorporate Color and Texture


Colors can significantly affect our mood. Incorporate colors that make you happy and confident into your wardrobe. Don’t be afraid to experiment with textures and patterns as well. A mix of textures can make your outfits more interesting and joyful. Whether it’s a soft cashmere sweater, a silk scarf, or a pair of leather boots, the tactile experience of wearing different textures can enhance your overall sense of well-being.

5. Create Outfit Formulas


Having a few go-to outfit formulas can make dressing in the morning a joy rather than a chore. An outfit formula is a simple combination of pieces that you know works well together. For example, a tailored blazer, a crisp white shirt, and a pair of well-fitted jeans could be one of your formulas. By having these formulas, you reduce decision fatigue and make getting dressed a pleasant experience.


6. Prioritize Comfort and Fit


Clothes that fit well and are comfortable to wear can drastically improve your mood. Make sure your clothes fit your body well and don’t cause discomfort. It’s worth getting items tailored if necessary. When you’re comfortable in your clothes, it shows in your confidence and overall demeanor.


 7.Personalize with Accessories


Accessories can add a touch of joy to any outfit. Whether it’s a statement necklace, a colorful scarf, or a pair of funky socks, accessories allow you to express your personality and creativity. They can also make old outfits feel new again. Choose accessories that make you smile and that you love to wear.


 8. Embrace Seasonal Changes


Changing your wardrobe with the seasons can bring a sense of renewal and excitement. Rotate your clothes to reflect the current season, storing off-season items out of sight. This keeps your wardrobe feeling fresh and ensures you’re always dressed appropriately for the weather. Plus, it gives you something to look forward to as the seasons change.


 9. Sustainable Choices for Joy


Being mindful of the environmental impact of your wardrobe can also bring joy. Choose sustainable brands, buy second-hand, and support ethical fashion practices. Knowing that your clothing choices are contributing to a better world can enhance your sense of joy and fulfillment.


10. Celebrate Your Wardrobe


Lastly, take time to celebrate your wardrobe. Organize it in a way that is pleasing to the eye, maybe even color-coordinated or by type of clothing. Enjoy the process of putting together outfits and appreciate the pieces you own. When you take pride in your wardrobe, it becomes a source of joy rather than stress.


Changing your wardrobe for joy isn’t about following trends or impressing others; it’s about creating a collection of clothes that make you feel your best. By focusing on quality, comfort, and personal expression, you can transform your wardrobe into a source of daily happiness. Remember, the goal is to feel good in what you wear and to let your clothes be a true reflection of your joyful self.

Unlocking Your Potential: The Power of Changing Your Mindset

Posted by Hayley Esther on Monday, May 27, 2024
 Unlocking Your Potential: The Power of Changing Your Mindset

In a world where challenges are inevitable and success often seems elusive, one of the most powerful tools at our disposal is our mindset. It shapes our perceptions, influences our reactions, and ultimately determines our life's trajectory. Changing your mindset is not just a motivational catchphrase; it's a transformative process that can unlock your potential and pave the way for a more fulfilling and successful life. Let's explore the steps to change your mindset and the profound impact it can have on you.

Understanding Mindset

Before diving into how to change your mindset, it's crucial to understand what mindset is. Psychologist Carol Dweck popularized the concept of fixed and growth mindsets in her groundbreaking research. A fixed mindset is the belief that abilities and intelligence are static and unchangeable. People with a fixed mindset often avoid challenges, give up easily, and feel threatened by the success of others. In contrast, a growth mindset is the belief that abilities and intelligence can be developed through effort, learning, and perseverance. Those with a growth mindset embrace challenges, persist through obstacles, and view failure as an opportunity to learn.

The Importance of a Growth Mindset

Adopting a growth mindset can lead to numerous benefits, including:

1. **Increased Resilience**: People with a growth mindset are more resilient in the face of setbacks. They see challenges as opportunities to grow rather than insurmountable obstacles.
2. **Enhanced Learning**: A growth mindset fosters a love for learning and a desire to improve, leading to continuous personal and professional development.
3. **Better Relationships**: Embracing a growth mindset can improve relationships by promoting empathy, open communication, and a willingness to understand and support others.
4. **Greater Achievement**: Those with a growth mindset are more likely to set ambitious goals and achieve them, as they believe in their capacity to grow and succeed.

Steps to Change Your Mindset

Changing your mindset is a journey that requires self-awareness, effort, and persistence. Here are some practical steps to help you transition from a fixed to a growth mindset:

1. **Acknowledge and Challenge Your Fixed Mindset Thoughts**: The first step is to become aware of your fixed mindset thoughts. When you catch yourself thinking, "I can't do this" or "I'm just not good at this," challenge these thoughts. Ask yourself, "What can I learn from this?" or "How can I improve?"

2. **Embrace Challenges**: Instead of avoiding difficult tasks, seek them out. Embrace challenges as opportunities to grow and learn. Remember, every challenge you overcome strengthens your growth mindset.

3. **Learn from Criticism**: Constructive criticism is a valuable tool for growth. Instead of taking it personally, use it as feedback to improve. Reflect on the criticism, identify areas for development, and take action.

4. **Celebrate Effort and Progress**: Focus on the effort you put into tasks rather than just the outcomes. Celebrate your progress, no matter how small. This reinforces the belief that effort leads to improvement.

5. **Cultivate Curiosity and a Love for Learning**: Stay curious and open to new experiences. Read, take courses, and engage in activities that expand your knowledge and skills. A love for learning is a cornerstone of the growth mindset.

6. **Surround Yourself with Growth-Minded People**: The people you spend time with can influence your mindset. Surround yourself with individuals who have a growth mindset and support your journey. Engage in conversations that inspire and challenge you.

7. **Practice Self-Compassion**: Changing your mindset is not about achieving perfection. Be kind to yourself and recognize that growth is a continuous process. When you encounter setbacks, treat yourself with the same compassion you would offer another person.

The Impact of a Changed Mindset

The journey to a growth mindset is transformative. By changing your mindset, you open yourself up to a world of possibilities. You'll find that you're more resilient, more open to learning, and more capable of achieving your goals. Your relationships will improve, and you'll approach life's challenges with a newfound sense of confidence and determination.

In conclusion, changing your mindset is not a one-time event but a lifelong journey. It requires dedication, practice, and a willingness to embrace change. By shifting from a fixed to a growth mindset, you can unlock your potential and create a more fulfilling and successful life. Start today, and watch as your world transforms.

The Running Shoes - Suicide, Depressio & Fighting To Win!

Posted by Hayley Esther on Sunday, February 11, 2024
Trigger Warning - Low mood, depression, pain, suicide, past hurts, written about with the intent of encouragement 

Disclaimer - As always I still recommend seeking professional advice as to the first course of action if you are feeling low or depressed. All advice given is from experience only.


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Lambi Says - Don't let depression or anxiety beat you up you got this, fight to win!


If you have read my last few posts you will know that as of late I have been suffering from depression. 

Yet again Jet and his friends had me in a cage that was locked from the inside. (Jet is the name I give to depression because when it shows up for me it is usually jet black)

Sometimes life throws things at us that we really don't expect. When this happens we have to decide if we are going to retreat within ourselves or get out there and serve others. 

It can be the hardest thing to push yourself to think of others when you're feeling really low, but it's the very thing we need to do in such times. I have learned some other lessons about Jet and his friends that I want to share with you.

1. Jet's best friend is a doubt. 

Depression and doubt go hand in hand and together with fear, they tie you up and paralyze you, so they can throw more rubbish at you and make you think you are unable to fight back.

2. Depression lies. 

When depression hits, the voices start. Those voices that say you're worthless or that life isn't worth living, it's pretty common knowledge that depression can lead to bouts of feeling suicidal, but what's lesser known is depression lies to us in other ways too.

Depression can twist things in your mind, nothing is ever what it seems with depression, because you have a black veil over your eyes and unable to see clearly. 

I know from experience, I have done some pretty stupid things when listening to the voice of Jet and his friends. We can't blame all our stupid decisions on depression, but you best believe that depression can contribute to making things worse if you don't take care over what you say and do.

3. Depression loves drama.

It's not uncommon to think that things are far worse than they actually are, just because you are depressed, but also it's not uncommon to fill in blanks with things that are not really there. There is a tendency to overthink things when you're depressed, purely because you suddenly have the time to do so because your mind is not actively thinking about other things.

4. Life doesn't care that you did something because you were depressed, you will have to deal with the consequences anyway because that's just a part of life.

 It can be painful, especially if you know that depression was the reason actions such as rejecting people, lashing out or just disappearing from the world for a while actually happened and you now have to deal with the consequences of something you did when you were not feeling yourself.

5. Depression is selfish.

It seems to be concerned with your pain but really it seeks only to give you more of the same. I know this one may get a little bit of lash back and that's fine. I understand that depression can be a chemical/hormonal issue, but it doesn't change the fact that if you let it, depression will tell you what to do.

These are 5 lessons I've learnt from my last visit from Jet.

 I'm sharing them because although many people experience different things even when battling the same issues, at least one of those lines I've just written may make you think of something in your own life.

I'm trying to make a point here, we can justify it and rationalize it all we like, don't get me wrong I am on the side of those fighting to end the stigma surrounding mental illness.

I know the pain of depression all too well, but the fact is, depression doesn't care about us, and its high time we fight back!

You see guys, there is hope. When you're depressed you don't think there is, but as I have stated before, sometimes hope is hidden. 

We can't see the beauty of a brand new day when we are too busy hiding under the sheets just wanting to give up on everything. 

Have you noticed that covering your head, be it by a blanket, your hands or something else, is the go-to position when you feel really low?


Depression loves the dark.

 Don't feed it.


Depression loves you to suffer. 

So take care of yourself.



Depression seeks to take you down.

 So take it down first. 


Fight to win!! 

You can, you think that you're too weak, but you are much stronger than you think and that pain you feel right now, is only a reminder that you are alive, you can make it.

Get up, it's time to start running again.

How?

The number one way to battle depression is to make sure you have the right tools for the job.

Get armed!
 Knowledge is power, but only if you apply it. 


Get the right tools for the job. 

Invest in yourself.

Know your enemy so you can work out how best to fight and get the right armour for the job because the battle is fierce!

  • This includes The right support - family, friends, medical professionals etc..
  • The right care tools - for your body, soul and spirit.
  • The right lifestyle for you, it's really important to be true to yourself and to allow your creativity, gifts and talents to be released into this world.
To be true to yourself, you must first find yourself.


The journey of self-discovery may take you to some strange places but stick with it because after finding God, finding yourself is the most precious discovery you can ever make and it will help you fight to win when it comes to depression.

Chase fulfilment, but don't forget to let yourself be happy too. 

Make peace with your past, because if you leave anything buried alive it will stink and like a zombie, come chasing you in your present life ready to kill you and taking you kicking and screaming back to the painful places.


I don't know who I am writing this too right now, but don't give up we need you!

You were born to solve a problem only YOU can solve.



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You were born with a purpose that goes far beyond this life, you can and will leave a legacy, but if you give up today...then the world loses out and the pain will not end.

Beautiful girl, the sun always shines brightest after the storm. 

Always. 
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The Son always shines brightest after the storm.

Dude, you got this.

Stand firm, get those running shoes on and prepare for battle.


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I don't know if Jet is ever going to get the message, the harder he and his dark company fight me, the harder I will fight back. The more encouragement, hope and love I will release into this world because I will not let Jet beat me!!

I wonder if maybe that's why life keeps throwing me this battle over and over again, but no matter the reason, I have resolved to fight to win, it was not an easy decision and fighting is part of the deal in the battle. 

Some days I really don't feel like it, and it is in those moments I must throw myself again on my Savior and allow my friends to help me keep my head above water. I want my life to be a living example that there is always hope.

Even if you suffer from depression, you can still have a fairly normal life ( whatever normal is) depression doesn't have to dictate how you treat other people, your life choices or your ability to work and chase your dreams. 



Yes I know it's hard sometimes , but that's why they call it a battle and here's a little secret about life, it's hard sometimes, fighting is a part of our makeup, we are designed to stand, we are designed to run and we are designed to win, the question is, are you ready to put away the excuses and get on with the race?  

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A few days ago I didn't want to be here, Jet had me in a headlock, but now I am so grateful for all the amazing people I learned my battle strategy for Jets attacks because he didn't win. I'm still breathing and life goes on.

I know this thoughts day post is a little late, but like I said at the beginning iv been going through a horrible depression recently and honestly, it nearly took me out....nearly.

I am back now though, stronger and more ready to fight than ever. 

Jet doesn't get to win in my life, not now not ever, but what about you?

Aren't you tired of being pushed around by depression?


Then stand up dear friend, an army is forming to take down Jet and all his evil devices, and if no one else wants the job, I'm happy to be the general. 

Are you in?

If you have any thoughts or comments feel free to get in touch, but for now, I think that's about it. 

I'm more than happy to pray for you if you send me your prayer request or to just listen if that is what you need.

Take care all, no seriously please take care!

Love Hayley
xXx

Navigating Love Across Miles: Valentine's Day in Long-Distance Relationships

Posted by Hayley Esther on Saturday, February 10, 2024
Introduction:
In a world that is increasingly interconnected, many find themselves entwined in the delicate dance of long-distance relationships. As Valentine's Day approaches, the challenges of celebrating love across miles become more pronounced. However, distance doesn't diminish the depth of emotions; in fact, it often intensifies the connection between partners.

1. The Power of Digital Intimacy:
Technology has become the lifeline for long-distance couples. Video calls, instant messaging, and virtual dates bridge the physical gap, allowing partners to share moments and create lasting memories despite the miles. This Valentine's Day, consider planning a virtual dinner date or a movie night to recreate the sense of togetherness.

2. Thoughtful Gestures Transcend Distance:
While physical proximity is limited, the power of thoughtful gestures knows no bounds. Sending surprise gifts, handwritten letters, or a care package can convey love and commitment in a tangible way. Consider surprising your partner with a personalized gift that reflects shared memories or inside jokes, showcasing the effort you put into maintaining the connection.

3. Shared Experiences, Separated by Space:
Creating shared experiences is crucial for the growth of any relationship, and this holds true for long-distance couples. Use technology to your advantage by watching the same movie simultaneously, reading the same book, or even cooking the same recipe together. Engaging in shared activities fosters a sense of unity, making distance seem less daunting.

4. Planning Future Reunions:
Valentine's Day can be a perfect time to discuss and plan future reunions. Whether it's a weekend getaway or a more extended visit, having a plan for when you'll be together again can provide a sense of anticipation and give the relationship a goal to look forward to.

5. Emotional Communication:
Open and honest communication is the cornerstone of any successful relationship, and it becomes even more critical in long-distance ones. Expressing your feelings, discussing concerns, and maintaining transparency helps build trust and understanding. This Valentine's Day, take the time to communicate your love and appreciation for each other.

Conclusion:
Long-distance relationships are a testament to the resilience of love in the face of physical separation. Valentine's Day, although challenging, provides an opportunity for couples to strengthen their bond through creative means and thoughtful gestures. By embracing technology, creating shared experiences, and fostering open communication, distance can be overcome, and love can thrive across the miles.

An Alternative Gospel Message To The Illuminati (Brotherhood of the snake) Part 2.

Posted by Hayley Esther on Sunday, January 21, 2024
I've been demonitsed. 
Coinsidence? I think not. 
Thing is my silence can't be bought.
I made it to the top of the system to witness it without taking a single death oath.

So come at me brotherhood if you dare! Anything you do against me just proves your existence to my audience. 

Oh yes and I know about how you like to gas light your victims but that won't work on me. 

Four years ago, giving up my voice was my choice. Today though, you've given me no reason to stay silent. 

There are two camps within the structure of the top. There are those who are evil for evil evils sake and then there's the strategically evil. 

You have your witches, warlocks, priestess, grand dames, mothers of darkness and other such evil for evils sake. 

Then the strategic evil, packaged in a slick suit and armed with a complex plan and a spiderweb of a network that's more confusing then a ball of tangled string. 

This one knows that one but then this one is secretly working against that one while striking deals with a third. Rince repeat but on a corporate, governmental and global scale.

Surely though if you are Brotherhood you already know this. 

The flip side however is a beautiful kingdom that Jesus builds through His followers. 

The deal is if you choose Jesus side, building yourself, projects and His kingdom in this life and eternity in bliss in the next. 

The kingdom of darkness is limited the kingdom of God is unlimited but again, God is pro agency you get to choose your side. 

That's the gist of it. 

Your choice. 

Do you take the window of grace open to you or not? 

An Alternative Gospel Message To The Illuminati (Brotherhood of the snake)

Posted by Hayley Esther on Friday, January 19, 2024
 I'm assuming that you are brotherhood reading this right now. So I don't need to give you a basic Christian gospel you know it and Lucifer has you fighting against it and if he doesn't you're not high level enough to know about the secrets of the serpent. 

So here's a alternative version of a gospel message for brotherhood, sisterhood and illuminati members.

Ready to be refreshed?  

The kingdom of heaven never came here. They killed the king. So God changes tactics , you stop hearing about the kingdom of heaven after Jesus. 

The gospel of grace becomes the narrative, grace is amazing but it allows for flaws, understanding that is not possible to live only under the kingdom of god. We are citizans of two kingdoms, we live in the world but we are of the kingdom of heaven. Example, taxes. 

God has to have grace because his religion is holy agency. He is so pro free will but also expects us to be made holy through Christ and to try to live up to holy standards

 Grace and holiness are a dance , the ideal mix of the Christ centered life is to lead a holy life knowing God's grace covers us when we fail. 

We recently entered an era where the Grace of God is abused and holiness demonized. Those that try to live holy are told they are not tolerant and the only thing the tolerant won't tolerate is a lack of tolerance of their ungodly ideals.  

At the helm of it all is Freemasonry. Yeah I said it. Oaths or no oaths something's need to be said and others concealed. 

I truly believe Freemasonry has taught all it can and gone as far as it can go. There are truths and lessons in freemasonry that are excellent, can't fault the fact that for hundreds of years it has worked well. 

The problem is when Lucifer is introduced into the mix, you get a less than perfect build. Twisted truths with half lies lead to a path that ends in destruction and death. 

Don't lie to yourself, you're brotherhood you have therefore seen this happen.

The truth is however, humanity doesn't need Lucifer anymore. We can build and achieve far greater light and heights without him.

We can not do without the great architect , in my honest opinion that is God most high. It therefore makes sense to consider the build He has in mind. 

God has things for each of us to build. There's the corporate build of His kingdom advancing here on earth, but there's also the build of the individual person and then the projects they are called to. 

This is the core belief of holy masonry and what my blog is all about. The art of change, transformation and building with God.

We can do this by taking the foundation of the bible and adding case studies of those who built before us. We glean from their lives and the word of God and we build ourselves, our projects and His kingdom here on earth. 

Why? 

Because what God has to offer us is way better than Lucifer's plan ... Lucifer won't keep his word to us but God will. 

You want to know Lucifer's true intention for humanity? ( including the superior) 

Simply put depopulation. 

He comes to kill, steal and destroy but in particular, he plans to kill humanity and rule over demons and angels, he has no intention of sparing even the most loyal of us. He hates human flesh with a passion.

Why? Because we are image bearers of God the great architect, and His airs through Christ Jesus to rule this world. 

You're brotherhood you likely don't care about the scripture references you just want the truth. 

When I was searching for the truth myself I wished someone would write a message like this, so I'm doing this for the truthers out there. 

Those of you hard core enough to have crossed the lines from student of the brotherhood to member, only to find the elites keep all the real secrets for themselves! 

Maybe you are the right bloodline for information but even then , the higher ups keep the secrets to themselves.

Truthfully here's the dirty little secret, those elites don't know everything either. They took the left hand path but to have the full picture you must braid left with right. 

I did just that so I'm saving you the trouble. 

All masons are required to believe in a higher power. I call that higher power God and Lucifer is impersonating him.

So there are two kingdoms. The kingdom of light and the kingdom of darkness. 

The kingdom of darkness at the very top is surrounded by a circle of black light. This is called dark enlightenment.

The kingdom of light is encircled by a light of the glory of God most high. 

We don't get to opt out. We all have to choose our side. 

Every human serves a master and if your master is yourself, Lucifer takes that as worship of himself. Hell awaits you. 

'Insert basic biblical narrative of the gospel here'.

 Again, I'm not doing that because I know my audience is thinking on a different level.  

This is a lot to get ones head around so I'm going to leave it there. 

We will talk more about this in a part two. 

Stay savvy,

Hayley Esther

xXx